From Sunday night to this very moment, God is shaking me.
He's got me questioning my relationships, how I spend my time, and where my heart lies.
I hate not knowing where my life is headed, but I hate even more that I can't just give that to God and let His will be done. Why is it so hard to lay my burdens at the cross? Why can't I fully trust that God's got it under control? ...easier said than done. I feel like I'm spinning in circles, trying to find the door.
I finally said out loud today that I'm terrified to go to the Philippines. I feel like I should have an overwhelming confidence, and I should be dancing for joy that I get to share the love of God to people I've never met. ...but I'm horrified. Time to pray about this one, I'm thinking.
God's got a plan. I just have to learn to follow.
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